Executive Summary

We explore my theological and personal transition from perceiving God as a judgmental punisher to experiencing Him as a protective, loving father. This shift is particularly significant for individuals who have experienced the absence, abandonment, or death of an earthly father. Centered on the scriptural foundation of Psalm 68:5—which describes God as a "father to the fatherless"—the narrative outlines how a deep study of the Torah and participation in structured discovery groups can heal the emotional "ache" of abandonment. The core takeaway is that God’s character is defined by provision and protection rather than a desire to punish, offering a "fatherly habitation" for those who feel exposed or unworthy.

The Role of God as Father to the Fatherless

The central theme of the source is the restoration of the "father" role through a relationship with the divine.

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